To callers of Su/Suzie/Ah Zhen Ah/Eustacia.

Please don’t worry about me, all my lovely girls.

Posting these stuffs; am just throwing out those bad upsets.
We always feel better after a session of that, don’t we? (:

And ah-huh yes, I’ve been way too jammed up to do something with this blog.

Life has been fine, going well.
And I get over those silly downs easily.
They are nothing as difficult as the others.
Sun shines when the dawn breaks.

I don’t recall majority of the small little days and things I did over the past few months.
All that vivid is: I lost and found my company’s macbook a couple of weeks ago at Timbre.
THANK GOD. -And all this while, you’ve been with me.
It’s KARMA.- I picked up a ‘cashful’ wallet a couple of days ago and I returned it back.

The most expensive stuff I’ve bought thus far -finally with my own money- is Nikon D60 for entry-level DSLR users. Initially, I wanted to get a compact camera with manual functions (Ricoh RX100 or Nikon D80), but decided otherwise when I really went down to feel the cameras. I hope I make good use of my D60; after yearning for my own camera for so long. And it shouldn’t be too difficult to pick up the basic touches of a DSLR again. The difficult part is to master it well.

My right wrist hurts slightly because I banged onto the meeting room’s door while playing tennis on Wii today. My bosses are feeling rich so they bought loads of high-priced techie mechanics recently: OSiM air purifier, Macbook Pro, Nintendo Wii and LCD plasma screen. Which is not a bad splurge at all because we can exercise while at work, especially the boxing game. The only thing that is lacking in the office is a 19′ pool table.

Lastly, my health.
Told to pop pills regularly by my doctors, for my jaw’s muscle spasm and hive allergy.
Yes I’m trying my best to abide so. And I yawned crookedly. My lower jaw tends to shift right when I yawn.
It’s also my decision if I am ready to get a custom-made mouth guards which is going to cost me $300-400+. It is said to scientifically help me lessen stresses that I often exert on my muscles by Talking Too Much and Chewing Hard Food. Unscientifically, it makes me look like an alien who cannot close my mouth tight when I put the guards on. If I ever do, I give you all the rightful permission to ask me to “shut up”. For Hive, it’s nothing much at all anymore. It comes and goes every other mornings if I consume my untouchable list of food the nights before. Isn’t all that itchy but somehow irritating.

Just FYI, the list is thought to be all of the following delicacies:

• Strawberries
• Oranges
• Plums
• Peanuts
• Beef
• Seafood
• ALCOHOLS
• Non-food: Extreme hot or cold temperatures

Ok. All in all, I’ve managed to type this whole chunk, which would be informative for my lovely whom genuinely concern about this *Su/Suzie/Ah Zhen Ah/Eustacia.

*I’m refering to the individuals/groups who call me by these nicks respectively.

And I almost forget to mention my holiday blocks too. I’m going for a vacation trip to Bali beach with a few good and hearty people from 17 to 20 June. My secondary school girls and I are planning for a vacation to either BKK, TW or Redang in July. (:

Love and Peace.

There should be a lot of things to blog about

But each time I come here, I tend to forget how was I feeling about those particular days I thought I will blog about.
I’m taking everything very lightly now. Including ignoring my own love, needs, friends, family and my own emotions.
I get pessimistic easily and put back as much efforts as how much you give it to me.

I’m living in my own world. And perhaps I should start leaving in my own world now.

Nvm, I don’t care. Who cares anyway.

CROSS

My Utricaria (Hive Rash) developed last night for the 4th time in the month.
I’ve things to do in the office but my drugs are too drowsy to keep me focus.
I’m home.
To top if off, my Girl’s thing comes today, a week earlier then I’m expecting.
Chalet’s plan for tmr may have to be scrapped off for me.
And I just received a sms from my client when can he receive his menu designs.

It’s such a frustrating day and I’ve no idea how to plan my night later.
Office throwing a farewell party and everyone is expected to go.
And how to eat hearty when I cannot touch seafood; how to sing when my lip is fucking swollen.

ARGH!

Random

I highlighted my hair for the first time.
And my eldest brother said it can look quite lian. *^@%$#%#.

Just a few recaps of how’s the going going for me:

1) Went Bangkok last month with BKK6
2) CNY steamboats with poly friends and girlfriends
3) Stayed overnights at my workplace; sofa becomes my bed; it’s crazy
4) Picnic at Botanica Garden with poly seniors
5) And I sat this hot guy’s car! LEON JAY WILLIAMS!

But the driver is his brother, Lester Williams!
(Actually I only know who is Leon Jay Williams from his brother. Apparently, he is quite famous in Taiwan. Slurps.)

Ok, grad show tmr. Misses.

Love.

I’ve been keeping quiet.

The last time I felt this kind of numb and tingling sensations on my palms was the recovery period after I broke up with Kenny. It was 7 years ago and memories to be cast aside.

The same kind of sensation is back. Something must have been heart-sickening without me knowing what. Why is it back. Each time it recurs, it makes me emotional. Is that kind of pain you can’t resist. All I could be doing is just to indulge in the pain till tomorrow comes.